{Tough Time}

Talk about being in a blog funk this summer, I just am at  loss everytime I start a post and end up deleting it.  I also feel I am in an "unsettled place" right now and I am discouraged, unhappy, and grumpy about it.  Not all the time, and I am trying to pray my way out of it.  The reason behind this mood is my job.  My centre is closing it's doors, due to the economy, the market just can't support us here.  I just started in April, got my weight loss consultant certification in June, truly love my job, you can read about it here.  To say I am disappointed is an understatement.  I want to have the attitutde that God must have some other really great plans for me, but it's hard, I just don't know why this is happening to me.  There is a chance I may work from home again, I have already had an interview, I did like it before, but when the contract ended I thought that was a sign I needed to be with people, and get out of the house.  I just knew this was the job for me, I thought of it as more of a career.  Jim says maybe it's meant for me to work from home, who knows, but I honestly know that God does, I just need to pump up working on my faith. 

Our last day of business is the 31st of this month, I really hope I have something lined up by then, financially if anything, as we all know, life is expensive these days!! ha! can I get an amen!  I just want to feel some peace, feel as if I know what the future holds, don't we all...