{Venting}

This is a venting post today, I am not a happy camper the last few days, while the snow and cold weather is pretty, my pain is not, the cold has really affected my MS, I wake up in pain, feet hit the floor and ouch, legs ache... so I take my pain med. and some ibuprofin, wait for that to set in and start my day... blah, blah, blah, I am so tired of this, I cannot do anymore to make it better, and then I get really sleepy, and can't wait to get a nap,  and then to top it off my psoriasis is all flamed up, I have it on my hands and let me tell ya, they look rough, and they hurt, it's like lots of little cuts, so I look like a toddler sporting all of my band-aids, good times!  And, yeah there is more, sorry I warned you... I am not pleased with my body these days, and last night I obsessed about the fact that my butt is looking too large, and what in the world is that cellulite all about?? I didn't invite it over, it needs to leave. I am not out growing my clothes or anything, I am just not pleased,  I walk all the time, except when the weather is like this, and as always, I miss my sweet daddy and think about him all the time, and I know that grieving last awhile and I accept that, it's just stinks that's all.  I'll get a grip on all this, I know I will, sometimes ya just have to let it out and this is my blog so here it is!! HA! Thanks for listening, as always you guys are the best!! :)